It’s been awhile.
Fate keeps saying “you should write a blog post!” He’s right, I should. That’s what I keep thinking anyway. Then I just don’t.
I have a whole back log of things I want to write about. Some successes, some failures, some modifications made. The reality is, I don’t know if I will get around to writing about all of them before something else comes along and bumps it off the list.
It’s been a hard year.
I’ve been suffering from some pretty major depression in the last several months. There are a lot of things I’ve been wanting to do that have gone undone due to that this summer. Which is just shitty since we’ve had some pretty amazing weather this summer (with the exception of the heat warnings this last week.)
My dad, since my grandma died last November, had been sick quite a lot. He has been off and on having this pretty serious rash pop up over his body for the last year us as well. It seemed like since last November he’s caught every little thing that has gone around: cold, flu, you name it, he got it.
Then in April he started peeing blood.
Not in the red tinged pee category either, he was peeing straight up blood, with clots even.
He’s been to multiple doctors at this point, had just about every test under the sun, and everything comes back clear of cancer and everything else they test for. The only thing they are seeing is that he has some irritation in the tubes that lead from the kidneys to the bladder. There is nothing physically wrong that they can find.
Recently he went back to his primary physician for a recheck on his blood work to see how his cholesterol levels are doing. In that blood work came the news that his kidney levels are poor.
In fact, so poor that they have diagnosed him with stage 3 kidney failure.
And they don’t know why his kidneys are failing.
He has yet another specialist appointment to go to soon, another different one. I guess we will see what happens with that one. In the mean time he went to see a naturopath in Springfield, MO. She did some testing and was able to come up with the issues he’s been having with out him telling her at all. She recommended some diet changes and supplements for him, which he’s been taking, and it seems like it’s helping. It is amusing to me that he’s now a believer in the things I’ve been saying for so long just because he heard a “professional” say them, but hey, I’ll take it. Anything, along as my dad gets better.
My dad and I are very close. We do a lot of things together, both at my house and at his. Gardening, canning, estate sales, tons of stuff. This summer we haven’t done any of that, since he’s been sick. We’ve done a bit of canning here lately since he seems to be having some good days, but everything else is still on hold. I really miss it, and him.
I really hope he is on the mend and they can figure out what the hell is going on with him. Don’t get me wrong, I’m extremely grateful it’s not some sort of cancer, however I wish they could pin down what it is. That’s been one of the scariest parts, just not knowing why.
There have been other shitty things this year that have added stress, but that’s the biggest one. I sincerely hope the end of 2014 is better then the beginning.
I’m not going to say that I will get back to posting on a regular schedule again, however, I am going to try to be better about it, especially as I’m trying to force myself out of my depression. I’ve figured out how to get my pictures easily shared between my phone and my tablet finally, so that should help. Part of my frustration before was the fact that my phone, which takes decent photos, wouldn’t play nice with my tablet, which takes terrible photos, but I use to write blog posts. It always turned into a frustrating process that was easier to just not do, and therefore, I just ended up not posting anything.
I’m planning on starting a posting series on the blog about nail polish. This isn’t something that will take over the content, just something that will fairly regularly appear. There are tons of really awesome blogs out there about all the different kinds of nail polish, and this will not turn into one of them. I’m planning to do nail polish “wear testing” reviews. I haven’t been able to find anyone out there blogging about doing all the physical things I do talking about how good or bad all the different nail polishs preform under…. Stress testing, if you will. Maybe I can save someone who is as hard on their nails as I am some money on polish that just wears off in the first day you use it.
I will make an introductory post soon detailing why I started wearing nail polish again after all these years and some of the things I’ve learned to save time but still get nice polished nails.
There’s no reason you can’t hold down a very physical job while still being a bit girly.